So, this is important.
A while ago, and I'm talking about a year. I had a fight with a friend. I was just...cruel to them
I said nasty things and even a while after the fight I spread lies about them.
I never forgave myself about this.
Until today.
I've spent a long time grieving over what I did.
I let myself drown in guilt.
Yet I continued to bother them with apologies that I knew they didn't want.
Then Yesterday, I lost a friend to those past mistakes, again.
And that friend taught me something valuable.
I can't live in the past.
I don't expect them to ever forgive me.
I don't expect them to ever want to hear about me.
But I'm